day 1 in the bag...

so i started my stake today. i thought i was running kinda bad but according to my equity chart i wasnt so wahteves. i still dont believe in that stupid thing, thats probably coz i dont really pay much attention nor really care. i lost a few big hands that were inevitable but played good for the most part imo. i played 2 hands kinda bad.

http://www.pokerhand.org/?3944862

this was pretty early into my session, happened to be my first all in of the day. when i first sit down i like to create a loose passive image, so i like to open just about anything reasonable. my first mistake is probably opening this hand utg, which looks strong but is probably a -ev play over the long run. so obviously i smoke a flop against a 38/12 guy, who seems to be calling everything, i only had about 100 hands on him but i think thats more then enough to get a read on a donk. so he leads, and obviously i have raise a board like that, and i want to try and stack him by the river. so when he flats, im thinking QJ or maybe somthing like KT or AT, i would think he was shove 8- 10, 9, 7 on flop but when he leads i guess that card seems like a good one to bluff but when i look back at it he probably wasnt since he pot stuck himself, it definitely seems silly to lead with QJ there. so given the fact that he just might have 2pr or QJ i decided to ship on this clown and he shows A8, kinda felt like i should have saved some money there for sure. this is a leak that i need to fix now before it cost more more monies in long haul. there was a few other hands also but im off to get a drink. hopefully tomorrows grind goes well.